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#11967 - 07 Jul 06 19:33 BLT problem..
Choc_Cow Offline
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not Belly,Legs & Thighs, more like Bored, Lonely & Tired..

Just got back from Indo.. and as usual i'm experiencing the lag & the sudden loneliness. When i opened my front door, i felt as though time has stopped & i was walking in a haze. Every lil nice thing that i experienced back home become a distant memory. I'm in this empty room again...

I read somewhere that loneliness kills..

if that' so i'll be doomed since i've been having it for a long time frown

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#11968 - 07 Jul 06 21:14 Re: BLT problem..
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wah,sih chocolatea! Kasihan dong.
It will pass.
Its always that way when coming back from home or from travel .I actually really like the feeling of being disconnected from it all.It gives me a valid excuse for my otherwise inexusable behaviour!!!LOL.
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#11969 - 08 Jul 06 11:30 Re: BLT problem..
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i really hope so Ena..

Since to be back home is the only cure.

btw inexcusable behaviour hmm?? wink such as...??

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#11970 - 08 Jul 06 12:00 Re: BLT problem..
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You gotta bounce Chocko, bounce back up again. how can anyone be lonely in this crowded planet?

Just say Hi....

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#11971 - 08 Jul 06 13:02 Re: BLT problem..
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choco, I'm the person that really scare with the lonely frown I don't wanna feel lonely..so everytime I always looking for something that make me happy..

I don't wanna home if I knew that there's no one in home..I don't wanna sleep if there's no one beside me..
sometimes I felt that the loneliness will killing me..
like Breatney's song; my loneliness is killing me..kiling me smile
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#11972 - 08 Jul 06 13:20 Re: BLT problem..
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Hey Jokie, how can you be lonely with me as your friend?

We can sleep together, and if you say no sex, then there is no sex. I am in control.

DOWN SAUSAGE, DOWN DOWN DOWN. Oh no......

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#11973 - 08 Jul 06 14:52 Re: BLT problem..
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Quote:
Originally posted by The One and Only Polar Bear:
You gotta bounce Chocko, bounce back up again. how can anyone be lonely in this crowded planet?

Just say Hi....
Hi...... smile

I'm personally like Ena. Sometimes I just want to be alone and disconected from everything. Like you say PB, the planet is crowded, the buzzing sounds kinda annoying some times.

Anyway, welcome back Choco babe! It's nice to have you again here.
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#11974 - 10 Jul 06 14:24 Re: BLT problem..
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Quote:
Originally posted by The One and Only Jokie Jokie Girl:
choco, I'm the person that really scare with the lonely frown I don't wanna feel lonely..so everytime I always looking for something that make me happy..

I don't wanna home if I knew that there's no one in home..I don't wanna sleep if there's no one beside me..
sometimes I felt that the loneliness will killing me..
like Breatney's song; my loneliness is killing me..kiling me smile
Jokie!! that's exactly how i feel.. alot of times i just wander around the city with no real purpose ..just to be in the crowd, seeing people & knowing that there are life outside. Coz i just dnt want to be home by myself..

PB might have seen the weird woman wandering up & down townhall station with ph number & these words printed behind her shirt: take me home..

Luna.. i wished i have a lil bit of you in me.. *rubbing hard!*

anyways enough moaning from me.... how's everyone? and how're your dudes/dudettes?

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#11975 - 10 Jul 06 15:19 Re: BLT problem..
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So meet me for a coffee.

I actualy listen far better than I can talk, and whilst I dont make the best friend in the world, I try my best.

Call me on 0410 245 342

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#11976 - 10 Jul 06 15:37 Re: BLT problem..
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Registered: 02 Dec 05
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Choco sist' you don't have to be lonely we're here always for you....yep I hate loneliness, sometimes it killing me softly.......Laluna dear perhaps I call you in a minute.....are at home babe??
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#11977 - 10 Jul 06 17:50 Re: BLT problem..
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Oh he posted his number, SMS's will be flying tonight!
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#11978 - 10 Jul 06 17:51 Re: BLT problem..
Lulu Offline
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Registered: 19 Feb 06
Posts: 2226
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Quote:
Originally posted by The One and Only Polar Bear:
So meet me for a coffee.

I actualy listen far better than I can talk, and whilst I dont make the best friend in the world, I try my best.

Call me on 0410 245 342
Quote:
Choco sist' you don't have to be lonely we're here always for you....yep I hate loneliness, sometimes it killing me softly.......Laluna dear perhaps I call you in a minute.....are at home babe??
Yes, I'm at home dear, a bit busy in the moment, but let me call you tonight okay. Becoz I have to go take care some matters first.
LOL! Talking about phonecalls, someone just messaged me about phone call incidents. Honey baby , you know is you I'm talking, I'm sorry okay?! I shouldn't laugh about it, but hey at least he does know your number, and I don't think he call you by mistake, he just...you know..."jual mahal" LOL!
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#11979 - 10 Jul 06 17:53 Re: BLT problem..
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Registered: 23 Nov 05
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Quote:
Originally posted by Dilligaf:
Oh he posted his number, SMS's will be flying tonight!
You are still here Oil Dude???

yes, the usual suspects have been smsing smile

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#11980 - 10 Jul 06 18:16 Re: BLT problem..
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Registered: 07 Nov 05
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Quote:
Originally posted by The One and Only Polar Bear:
Hey Jokie, how can you be lonely with me as your friend?

We can sleep together, and if you say no sex, then there is no sex. I am in control.

DOWN SAUSAGE, DOWN DOWN DOWN. Oh no......
he..he..he..PB, so long time I'm waiting for you and sleep together wink
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#11981 - 10 Jul 06 18:22 Re: BLT problem..
Jokie Jokie Girl Offline
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Quote:
Originally posted by Chocolatea:
Quote:
Originally posted by The One and Only Jokie Jokie Girl:
choco, I'm the person that really scare with the lonely frown I don't wanna feel lonely..so everytime I always looking for something that make me happy..

I don't wanna home if I knew that there's no one in home..I don't wanna sleep if there's no one beside me..
sometimes I felt that the loneliness will killing me..
like Breatney's song; my loneliness is killing me..kiling me smile
Jokie!! that's exactly how i feel.. alot of times i just wander around the city with no real purpose ..just to be in the crowd, seeing people & knowing that there are life outside. Coz i just dnt want to be home by myself..

PB might have seen the weird woman wandering up & down townhall station with ph number & these words printed behind her shirt: take me home..

Luna.. i wished i have a lil bit of you in me.. *rubbing hard!*

anyways enough moaning from me.... how's everyone? and how're your dudes/dudettes?
actually..there're alots of ways, how to get lost the loneliness...
and I'm sure that you're the person who really know what you want in your life smile
keep funky, cheerss and keep smiling smile
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#11982 - 10 Jul 06 18:29 Re: BLT problem..
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frown so sad, because French was lost last night..
no Zidane no win in French...

but..I'm happy, Coz Zidane still as the best player in world cup 2006..
huhhh..I love your bald wink
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#11983 - 10 Jul 06 19:35 Re: BLT problem..
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Yeah, I feel that BLT today...only some few people can look it in through my eyes...I am glad that there's still true friends around and care about me.
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#11984 - 10 Jul 06 20:14 Re: BLT problem..
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Jokie: you are right about what you said before, although i've never met any of you but funnily you guys've made my day..just by reading your postings. Btw did you put any soccer bet?

PB: regretting posting your number now? .. cool (ya know once it's in my phone memory it wont go away)

Dili: maybe you should list your number too.. so that PB can share the phonecall load b/n the 2 of you! hows the diagnosis btw, all well?

MT, Luna, Ruby : big big hugs girls!

Ruby if you have BLT, feel free to pour your heart out, you can always email me ..

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#11985 - 10 Jul 06 20:15 Re: BLT problem..
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At work
With other people
At times
On the outside

I look fine
I seem fine
I feel pretty good
I have a positive attitude...

But inside, alone, I carry dark & heavy thoughts --
fleeting thoughts of suicide.
The words cannot convey,
the feelings, the pain

Somehow I ignore them --
for a while, perhaps --
a long while, all day, or many days --
figure it will go away -- ignore
It's automatically not even recognized mentally.

I go back
forcing myself
forcing day to day, week to week,
contact with people and life
My sorrow is hidden,
My anguish contained.
I push forward;
I feel like dying.
I tell no one.
No one knows how I feel..
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#11986 - 10 Jul 06 21:06 Re: BLT problem..
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Hey I dont mind who has my number....

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#11987 - 10 Jul 06 21:27 Re: BLT problem..
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very sad poem Ruby................

I'm sure many have felt suicidal before, but never ever carry on such thought.

:rolleyes: who am i to say this right?.. but i'm going to spit it out anyway, if it's going to make anyone feel better!

if you ever reach that low point in your life, just give this a thought.., tomorrow morning the sun is going to rise.. wouldn't you want to see it once again? wouldn't it be a waste to know that it's going to be the last time you're going to see it? go to the beach & watch it.

See how beautiful it is, and on your way back home, see the buzzing of ppl starting their day, the energy, the life, the smell of sea & fish&chips... take a deep breath, close your eyes & seep it all in (not while you're driving though, coz you might as well die)

fair enuff if you don't like the Sun, think of something else precious that you wouldnt want to miss out.. (ie: never ever to have KFC again in your life??? scary...)

This blue planet, it maybe a lonely place, but it's beautiful. its where all the wonders are. Maybe.. just maybe, we are the few lucky ones out of the zillions to be born as human to witness such wonder. Even us feeling emotional pain is some sort of magic dont you think?.. no other animals could feel such extended emotion or beauty(some may disagree)..

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#11988 - 10 Jul 06 21:29 Re: BLT problem..
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Quote:
Originally posted by The One and Only Polar Bear:
Hey I dont mind who has my number....
Hey i don't mind people giving out numbers too wink

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#11989 - 10 Jul 06 21:46 Re: BLT problem..
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Quote:
Originally posted by The One and Only Polar Bear:
Quote:
Originally posted by Dilligaf:
Oh he posted his number, SMS's will be flying tonight!
You are still here Oil Dude???

yes, the usual suspects have been smsing smile
Pssst...tell me who's the usual suspects? smile
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#11990 - 10 Jul 06 21:50 Re: BLT problem..
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Ruby babe...stop with the poems! Please...*smooch*

Choco babe, big big hugs for you too... smile So when can i get your number? laugh
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#11991 - 10 Jul 06 22:31 Re: BLT problem..
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Quote:
Originally posted by Chocolatea:

think of something else precious that you wouldnt want to miss out..
Thanks Choco smile

I've been thinking what I wouldn't wanna miss out :

Dr. Becker show on tv

PB and Dilli fight in JakChat wink
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